This is me

This is me. I cannot and will not change to suit others because that would make me fake. I live to give my life a purpose. I have big dreams and like anyone else who has them, I want them to come true. I choose to put a smile on my face even though inside im holding back tears. I choose to be one of the only people I talk to about it because I seem to be the only one who has ideas towards a solution. Im my own guide in life. Right now im going through one of the biggest life changes I think I'll ever go through and I'm trying to take it as it comes but there is so much to consider. I don't just want to lose sight of what I want to do in life..but it's hard to get anywhere in life as far as careers go etc when the economy is lame, and once you have a qualification, your forever looking for new work, even though the area you want to work in is crying out for help. Not going to give up though...hopefully this next opportunity changes my life for the better. I have decided that the past 3 major things ive done in my life, have affected me, stopped me form getting where I want to be. Which is why as of today, I'm going to make steps in life that will benefit me, whether the people around me suppport it, or approve of it, if I don't start making plans in my life i'm not going to get anywhere. The next 3 major things I do in my life, are going to make me proud of myself again.