Come Now My Darkling (expressive piece)

There are times where I wake up and feel like I need to write. Sometimes I have a thought in my head so strong that when I finally write it down, I write with a strong message behind it. Sometimes too dark, Sometimes too derranged, but this poem titled "Come Now My Darkling" was written a couple of months ago when I felt there was no other way to express myself.

Come seek me in the darkness

Where pain is my best friend

I shall walk with you in the darkness

And deliver you to the end

You will feel no pain with me

But you shall feel fear

For death is beyond these shadows

Your time is nearly here

When you walk along the path

That's been handed down to you

Remember my lil darkling

There's much for you to do

You shall deliver people a choice

And offer them to sign

Their life is now in your hands

As they sign the dotted line

They now hand their pain to you

It now rests upon your limbs

This is your job now darkling

To take their suffering

Come play with me in darkness

I can't do my job alone

I'm just thy fallen angel of fate

Their pain rests upon my bones

I take upon their worries

And try to ease their pain

But once again it's all on me

No one to share their blame

So please I ask you this

Upon this starry night

Come walk with me in darkness

Take my hand and lead me into the light

It's now your role, my darkling

To take the world upon your limbs

To feel the pain as your own

And carry others' sins

I wish the best for you now darkling

Remember this one thing now

The pain you take on here

Leaves you when it's your time to disappear

Because Of You

Some people go their whole lives without ever having known someone that makes them feel the way I do about you. You can make me laugh about the silliest of things, i'm always smiling when  i'm around you, and you make me feel safe and secure. Not a day has gone by that I wish i hadn't met you and that day will never come. I wake up in the morning and your the first thing I think about. During the day you cross my mind more than anything else. I go to bed in hopes of  being with you again soon. There are many things I love about you, that I cant stand in others. I know that sounds hard to believe, but me still being around is proof of that. I have tried to imagine things differently but i can't. Im glad i met you, and you have made me feel special in ways no one else can. There are so many things I love about you. I love your eyes, the way i can stare into them for hours and want to do nothing else. I love the way you sing to me, your soft voice, brings sweet sound to my ears. Your not one for many words, but who thought someone as talkative as me could love someone so quiet. I love the way you cuddle me, make me feel like im special enough to recieve such warmth. I love the way that just one kiss has me speechless. I love the way you make me feel as a person. With you I can be myself and I dont want it any other way. Because of you, I have come through some pretty rough times, I wouldnt have gotten through alone. I'm writing this, because it's not everyday someone tells you these things, and you deserve to be recognised for making me happpy, and for bringing a new purpose to my life. I love you.

Ps. If it weren't for my sister Krista, i would have never got my courage up to finally create a blog. My deepest thoughts, May not always be understandable, but it is a way of realising how one truly feels.